recently, i'm facing struggles as i battle the fight against my emotions and sanity... the plans that i thought had been ideal and feasible all this time are finally taking its toil on me...
i have to learn not to take things directed my way literally... on a clear mind, it isn't how it's meant to sound or mean... but in my darkest fear and paranoia, i can't help but listen to voice of evil... and let itself surround my usually rationale mind...
i need his pillar of support and his never-ending understanding and patience... only then, perhaps i can get out of this bottomless pit...
i want to be the best mom i can be to my child... and defensively but rightfully, i want no other to take my place... no matter how better a mom she is than me... no matter how long a mom she has been than me... no matter who's mom she is to me... i am what i am made to be for my child...
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