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Friday, October 17, 2008

dilemma dilemma... what old friends, we are...

sigh... i'm going back to work soon... i dread the doomy feeling... there's nothing i am looking forward to that'd make me jump for joy at that place (except the pay though)... but then again, after grazing this pasture, this shade of green isn't that attractive afterall...

this couple months at home made me realise how much sacrifices a mother has to and would make... more than willingly... it's an unexplainable feeling, that even the smallest of gesture, makes a whole lot difference... for one thing, you somehow become more or less selfish... more selfish towards others because your child comes first in everything... less selfish towards your child for the same reason too...

i hope kyria won't forget me next time when i'm less around her... =( we had a few great time together this few months, a bit of hicupps and bumpy rides here and there, but somehow, we survived it together...

mommy loves kyria...

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